1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how To be honest, for me it would be both. im not really sure which one is more difficult because im not really one for eye contact, unless the person is someone that im close to or someone i love.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Um.. i seriously dont remember, i dont really get that overly annoyed actually. Oh wait yes i remember now. there was some dude who started slagging me off outside of youth on friday so i punched him in the mouth.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
Most definitely Bec. its sort of good to tell the one you love more than anything if you are leaving the world and not coming back.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
i have actually thought about that this week and ive decided that i would want to be able to shape shift. that would be mad fun. and then also i could turn into a bird or something and fly to Bec's house

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
Definitely trust, because with trust love comes free

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you're fired. Do you save the dog?
Save the dog and then go to work, change the bosses clocks so that theyre 2 hours behind and say that im actually early.

7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I have, im a fan of making compromises.

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
I wouldnt because they would make the same decision. it was their choice and they made it, end of story. i mean they couldve done it more glamorously but in the end it would have the same result.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Um well, the same personality tends to clash, but generally i suppose i would. ask someone else their opinion and then draw your own conclusion.

10. Does sex=love?
no, i could go on about all that its a relationship building process, but youve most likely heard it before. and i really couldnt be bothered because its not (that) relevant at the moment.

11. Are you old fashioned?
No. Im me fashioned. i fashion things the way i like them. and the way i can afford them

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
Sure, i mean sex isnt vital or anything. although i suppose there would always be the drive in both of you, but its something that can be figured out.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
For me its telling someone that i love them. I'm generally the sort of person that accepts that i wont have anyone, but when i did end up getting someone i didnt exactly believe it. its getting easier though, i think im changing for the better. im happier than ive ever been these days

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
As cheesy as it is with everyone else being in love and all, it would definitely be Bec. i couldnt live without her these days, and that sounds REALLY weird coming from me, those who know me outside of here would probably be going *o....,O* right now.

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
At about 1:30 this morning lol. i always make sure i tell her that i really do love her more than anything (: [sap much]

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
i would change a couple of my decisions that lead to some terrible things that i wish i never had done. of course i wont tell though, thats one thing that hasnt changed.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
Bec of course haha.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Not if its suicide. i always respect peoples wishes when it comes to that. i completely understand it, although it isnt the best decision.

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
the baby. im sure my grandmother would tell me to take that choice anyways. but i wouldnt look after it, nooooooooooo. im crap with things like that

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
about half an hour ago when the Lachlan issue came up again. its more amusing to me than annoying. as i said before, i dont get angry about much. (yes thats right ivana i feel the same)

If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
I would tell the one that means most to me definitely, but that would be the end of it until maybe the last day, then i tell my close friends.

22. What do you do with your remaining days?
Spend all of it with Bec, and act normal to the rest of my friends... maybe have one of those 5-12 things at my house in the last week and break it to them there.

23. Would you be afraid?
Actually no i wouldnt be overly scared. of course i would be scared to some degree about leaving everyone behind, and also the fear of the unknown (and i dont believe you can live without fear of death and the unknown) but overall not particularly. i would make my decisions and stick with them and see where it goes from there.




There you have it Mel (and others that wanted to see it)
there werent any questions i didnt want to answer so thats a relieving thought haha.
enjoy.. or whatever you do with reading these things :\